February 17, 2017



No car.

No career.

Nowhere to go.

Nothing to do, well maybe.

Hope remains yet still depressed.


I watch it.

February 17, 2017

Yesterday I saw the movie "La La Land" and bought a "Now You See Me 2" magic set. The movie was great the the magic set looks interesting. 

I miss living in a city. I miss working. It was not perfect but it was better than living in the middle of nowhere, in a rural sta...

February 15, 2017

Last night's book group was good. They had donuts and candy. Today I am going to go see a movie with my mom. I think it will be LA LA Land but that is not certain.

I had a very strange and scary dream. Strange dreams.


February 14, 2017

I have been creating, producing, songs with Garage Band for a few days. It's fun. I hope that someone other than my mom will appreciate these songs. They are for sale on my web site.

My goal is to create one or more songs each day. 

February 14, 2017

I went to the library and made a friendship bracelet. 

I won a sweepstakes. I printed out the forms today. Need to have it notarized. I will do this tomorrow and mail it tomorrow.

I know that if I could find enough people interested in acting that I could create a web se...

February 12, 2017

I am going forth. Into the unknown: the future, my future. 

I will go out to shoot more vlogs. If you vlog it they will watch...


I am excited about what the next few months will bring. I am going to go forward with a web series. I need more actors. I need locations...

February 12, 2017

I posted a new vlog today. So, I would call this a productive day. I also bought a shirt at Kmart and paid less than 3$ after using my rewards points. It's not that I am a big fan of Kmart clothing, but it's good to get clothes for free or, in this case, almost free. I...

February 10, 2017

It's Friday.

What will I do?

So much time to do something but what?

How do you decide what to do, based upon what you are able to do, and how can you decide what not to do?

February 9, 2017

I am attempting to figure out what to do. I will keep applying to jobs as often as I find openings good for me. I will continue to write. I will continue with photography and video.

I do not know what I will do. I need actors for videos but I there are none here. I coul...

February 8, 2017

There's so much I can say,

have I always been so afraid,

silent so long but now is the time to shout it out, loud.

This is my time to be,


the only person I've ever

Truly been.

It's not easy to step from the shadows,

the person you thought everyone wanted

you to be.

Stand tal...

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