February 26, 2017 (Sunday)

Today will be a busy day. I am writing the screenplay that I will submit to the writing program. I have until Tuesday night to have it finished and submitted. After I submit to the program I plan to begin writing more screenplays. I need to begin reading screenplays. I need to focus on my goal of becoming a television writer.

February 25, 2017 (Saturday)

Today was a busy day. I went to a free community breakfast, then I went to CVS and Kmart. I bought two containers to store some of my belongings. What I bought at CVS and Kmart was on the heavy side, but I made it home. Tonight I plan to write the script I am submitting to the writing program. I have until Tuesday night to submit to the program.

February 24, 2017 (Friday)

I am currently working on a spec that I will submit for a writing program. I have to finish and submit by the 28. I hope to begin writing more screenplays in the near future. I do not know what I will do with them but at least I will be doing something. I have given up the idea of producing anything here. It does not help that I live so far from the nearest city (Atlanta) or that I have no transportation. I had the naive notion that I would be able to find enough people interested in acting to write and produce web series. I do not know what I am going to do. I know that I need to move, maybe to Los Angeles area, but not sure how to make that happen. I have cats now and that complicates movi

February 23, 2017 (Thursday)

My plan is to move. At the moment I plan to move to a city or at least close enough to a city to utilize the public transport. I have no timeline for said move but I see no reason to remain here, except for the fact that my mom is here, but I'm not certain about the move. Soon I will have some funds to help me move but I would still need a full-time job. I am focusing my efforts on finding a job in a city. I am open to moving to any city but my main focus is the Los Angeles area since I know some people out there and I know the public transport system some. I do hesitate when it comes to moving since I do not have a job offer at this time. What will I do? I have faith but not always am I cer

February 22, 2017 (Wednesday)

Rain. Rain has been forecast for today. I have some plans today but most of them are indoors. I am in the process of sorting my stuff and organizing it. I plan to sell some stuff. I plan to spend more time reading and writing each day. I think I will attempt to begin writing short screenplays.

February 21, 2017 (Tuesday)

I have begin the process of going through everything I own. I plan to sell some stuff, keep some, and get rid of the rest. I am getting ready to move, not that I have plans to move at the moment, and I hope to finish shortly. I plan to organize my days so that I am more productive.

February 20, 2017 (Monday)

I have been considering the idea of having a structured schedule, but have yet to set up a weekly and daily schedule. I know that I have so much that I want to do during the week so I really need schedule my time better. I have 3 blogs which I will write in each and every day. All 3 blogs can be found at my web site. There is a balance between productivity and enjoying the fullness of life.

February 19, 2017 (Sunday)

Sunday. I am still considering what I need to do. I have choices to make. One thing I hope to do is sell stuff I do not need. Selling stuff will also help pay for the things I need to do. I have to look at my options and figure out what's best for me considering my resources. Remaining here does not seem to be a viable option but moving is not simple.

February 18, 2017 (Saturday)

Hello, Saturday! Time to get some stuff done. In the near future I will post photos of items for sale. There will be a wide variety of items. There will be no shipping involved. I have some decisions to make.

February 17, 2017 (Friday)

Friday. Single. No car. No career. Nowhere to go. Nothing to do, well maybe. Hope remains yet still depressed. Time. I watch it.

February 16, 2017 (Thursday)

Yesterday I saw the movie "La La Land" and bought a "Now You See Me 2" magic set. The movie was great the the magic set looks interesting. I miss living in a city. I miss working. It was not perfect but it was better than living in the middle of nowhere, in a rural state, with no options. I considered producing web series here but was not able to find enough people interested in acting. I have created a few vlogs but I don't know if I have the drive to go out and shoot the video. I do not think anyone will ever watch them. Maybe I will feel up to walking around and shooting video next week or.... I don't know what to do here. There's not much to do here. No actors. No crew. Just me. What can

February 15, 2017 (Wednesday)

Last night's book group was good. They had donuts and candy. Today I am going to go see a movie with my mom. I think it will be LA LA Land but that is not certain. I had a very strange and scary dream. Strange dreams. Hello.

February 14, 2017 (Tuesday)

I have been creating, producing, songs with Garage Band for a few days. It's fun. I hope that someone other than my mom will appreciate these songs. They are for sale on my web site. My goal is to create one or more songs each day.

February 13, 2017 (Monday)

I went to the library and made a friendship bracelet. I won a sweepstakes. I printed out the forms today. Need to have it notarized. I will do this tomorrow and mail it tomorrow. I know that if I could find enough people interested in acting that I could create a web series. I need to move but I am not sure where I would move or how I would move.

February 12, 2017 (Sunday)

I am going forth. Into the unknown: the future, my future. I will go out to shoot more vlogs. If you vlog it they will watch... Maybe. I am excited about what the next few months will bring. I am going to go forward with a web series. I need more actors. I need locations. I need crew. I pray that whatever will be needed will be provided.

February 11, 2017 (Saturday)

I posted a new vlog today. So, I would call this a productive day. I also bought a shirt at Kmart and paid less than 3$ after using my rewards points. It's not that I am a big fan of Kmart clothing, but it's good to get clothes for free or, in this case, almost free. I have bought a total of 9 or so shirts and 2 pairs of pants at Kmart in the past few months using Surprise pints and Shop Your Way Points. If you do not know what I am talking about then you need to look up "Shop Your Way" and join. I am going to CVS tomorrow. I might share more about that tomorrow...

February 10, 2017 (Friday)

It's Friday. What will I do? So much time to do something but what? How do you decide what to do, based upon what you are able to do, and how can you decide what not to do?

February 9, 2017 (Thursday)

I am attempting to figure out what to do. I will keep applying to jobs as often as I find openings good for me. I will continue to write. I will continue with photography and video. I do not know what I will do. I need actors for videos but I there are none here. I could write screenplays but I'm not sure what I will do with them. I have to decide what to do. I need to move but I do not have the means to move.

February 8, 2017 (Wednesday)

There's so much I can say, have I always been so afraid, silent so long but now is the time to shout it out, loud. This is my time to be, me, the only person I've ever Truly been. It's not easy to step from the shadows, the person you thought everyone wanted you to be. Stand tall, as tall as I will ever stand, no more doubts about the path my life should take. Now is the time, not tomorrow, or next week.

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