May 31, 2017 (Wednesday)

Wednesday. I hope to continue writing each day. I hope to write more often. One of my goals is to write for TV. I have my goals and dreams. I still have hope that I will be able to achieve my dreams and goals.

May 30, 2017 (Tuesday)

Whatever is possible, whatever is dreamt of so often, whatever is desired are things to consider in planning out your life. I have dreams and goals. I wonder if I will ever achieve these things so often thought of in such an abstract way that makes them so out of reach. I dream and consider goals but the path to these things is hidden to me. I know that only so much can be done on my own, but where will this help come from?

May 29, 2017 (Monday)

Hello. I hope to become more productive. More time to read and more time to write. My creative suite subscription has ended so I will be limited to what I can do with video and photography, at least editing video and photo.

May 28, 2017 (Sunday)

This morning I think back to the time I worked as an extra for film and television. Mostly television. It was always a thrill to show up at the location, either studio or other location, and be a part of something even if my part in that something was small. I miss those days. I would arrive at the studio and my name would be on a list. You can see me in some of the things that I worked on. There were a couple of times that I was not used the entire day of shooting, I was paid despite this fact, but those times were rare. I did not work every day but I worked. I was in school at the same time. If I lived there now I would be able to work more often.

May 27, 2017 (Saturday)

Saturday. Last day of the week. Have I been productive this week? I guess I have since I have updated my photography and writing websites and I have begun to write in 3 blogs on my writing website. I hope to continue to write each day. I may not always write all 3 but my hope is to write: 1. a poem 2. a short screenplay (more like a scene) 3. A short story I hope to write a novel or a collection of short stories and publish it, for sale, on Amazon. I hope to have a few novels soon....

May 26, 2017 (Friday)

Plans, goals, dreams. I am trying to decide what I need to do, what I can do, and how to focus more on these things and less on things I am unable to do. I will always dream but I hope to spend more time doing the things that I can do to get me closer to these dreams instead of merely dreaming of what I want to do someday. I want to be a television writer. Not news. I want to write for scripted TV. Half-Hour comedies. One hour dramas. Shows that combine drama and comedy. It would be nice to be a Showrunner but just being a staff writer would be great. I will focus more on my writing. I will post new writing on my writing website and I will, hopefully, have books on Amazon to sell soon. I wil

May 25, 2017 (Thursday)

Coming soon... new writing. I hope to post some new writing on my writing blogs each day. My writing website can be found in the menu of my photography site.

May 24, 2017 (Wednesday)

Wednesday. I have 3 blogs. All of them are listed on my website. Please read my blogs if you want to know what I am doing. Please do not ask me where I am from, my age, or any other questions that may be answered on my social media. For me it means that you are phishing for information that is already available somewhere if I want it known. I need help. I need supporters on my Patreon. Thank you for your support. What would you like to see in my photography, video and writing? Become a supporter and you can make requests... Please visit my Linkedin Profile and the Video I edited for a contest. Please visit my information page on About Me where you can find my social media links.

May 23, 2017 (Tuesday)

Tuesday. The plan: Write. Publish on Amazon. Promote my writing. Pray that people will buy my writing.

May 22, 2017 (Monday)

Another day ending. Darkness all around. Moon and stars light the sky. I begin to wonder what I will do now. I have hope. I will not give up. I will write and I will keep going forward.

May 21, 2017 (Sunday)

Hello. A new week. I have thought about what to focus on so often but I do not follow through... I need to focus on what I can do... No need to apply to job openings anymore, at least not as often as before, now I need to focus on writing... and photography.. and video. What shall I do? Come back to find out....

May 20, 2017 (Saturday)

Saturday. Last day of the week. New week tomorrow. Planning to go to Kmart to use my points. What else? I won't know until tomorrow...

May 19, 2017 (Friday)

Friday. Another day of the week. I need to make some changes in my life. I need to focus on what I need to get done.

May 17, 2017 (Wednesday)

I need to sit down and decide what to do. I hope to begin selling some of my stuff. I plan to put the money towards buying a tiny house and a truck capable of towing the tiny house. May will end soon. The June. Then July. The August. Before long 2016 will end. Then what?

Good Night!!!

If I close my eyes I can imagine those places, places I once was, places from the past. Last night I sat while a thunderstorm approached, clouds gathering, and a shift occurred. A change. In my mind I walk on that path. I can see the lake. I can hear the wind through the trees. Thunder. Present day. Present night. Flashes of light. Rain. Cleansing as memories fade. Not forgotten. Eyes weighty with memories. Dreams to come. Memories drifting one more second before fading for now. Good Night!

May 15, 2017 (Monday)

Hello. I am single. I am sans career. No place to call my own. No transportation. No motivation. What shall I do? I need help. I need to do more than I am now.


Watching time on my wall, lights low, as the music flows over me. In dreams I find you, the future so clear, the one I will someday love. I can hear the rhythm, it moves me, but the words drift away. The words drift away. I imagine you though I have never met you. I imagine our lives. What will it be like to be in love?

Road Trip

The lights flicker steadily, night outside so readily available for adventure, I take my leave of myself for a form that is worthy to be imagined. Take down the posters, leave the magazines, let's leave this place for somewhere we've only been in our daydreams. Will you be my everything, the boy I need, my companion on this journey into the moonlight? One more song before we pull off the freeway, say the words that take my breath away, sway with the songs in our heads. Somewhere far from where we began, we shed our layers, our lips express without a word what we feel so strong. You consume me, I consume you, we find joy in our time together, time we shall never forget.


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